Wednesday, March 2, 2016

A Lamb Goes Uncomplaining Forth: The Savior Denied

Third Midweek Homily
March 2, 2016

Matthew 26:58, 69-75

A Lamb Goes Uncomplaining Forth
The Savior Denied

In the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit.

But Peter was following Him at a distance as far as the courtyard of the high priest, and entered in, and sat down with the officers to see the outcome. . . .
Now Peter was sitting outside in the courtyard, and a servant-girl came to him and said, “You too were with Jesus the Galilean.” But he denied it before them all, saying, “I do not know what you are talking about.” When he had gone out to the gateway, another servant-girl saw him and said to those who were there, “This man was with Jesus of Nazareth.”
And again he denied it with an oath, “I do not know the man.” A little later the bystanders came up and said to Peter, “Surely you too are one of them; for even the way you talk gives you away.” Then he began to curse and swear, “I do not know the man!” And immediately a rooster crowed.
And Peter remembered the word which Jesus had said, “Before a rooster crows, you will deny Me three times.” And he went out and wept bitterly. (Matthew 26:58, 69-75 NASB)

Peter followed Jesus at a distance, which is odd when we compare this far-away Peter to the up-close big-talking into Jesus' ear Peter.

Even though all may fall away because of You, I will never fall away.” (Matthew 26:33)

Even if I have to die with You, I will not deny You.” (Matthew 26:35)

How sad when we see Peter skulking along in the shadows, distantly following His rabbi to the courtyard of sinners and enemies. Here he is no longer in the shadows, but in firelight. Why did Peter enter this place? Was he cold? Was he curious? Was he worried that Jesus might have named names and fingered Peter as one of His followers? We don't know.

But there he was, warming himself by the fire, when he was confronted with the accusation:

You too were with Jesus the Galilean.”

And we hear Peter's shocking denial:

I do not know what you are talking about.”

His denial is shocking because he was a believer. We, as Christians, are certainly comfortable thinking of Jesus' deniers as unbelievers, but we miss something if we don't look more closely. By definition you can't deny something unless you first believe it; you can't say no until you've already said yes.

Peter had said yes to Jesus many times; this night he said no to Jesus. And he didn't just say no; he swore it. He promised to go to hell if he was lying about Jesus. Indeed Peter could not even say his Savior's name.

I do not know the man.”

I do not know the man!”

And in the end Peter denied Jesus to His face.

Peter said, “Man, I do not know what you are talking about.” Immediately, while he was still speaking, a rooster crowed. The Lord turned and looked at Peter. And Peter remembered the word of the Lord, how He had told him, “Before a rooster crows today, you will deny Me three times.” And [Peter] went out and wept bitterly. (Luke 22:60-62)

We have learned and confess that Jesus is always among us; He is truly present with us. So as our sinful flesh produces sin after sin, we are sinning in the presence of Jesus Christ. So like Peter, we deny Jesus to His face.

And just like Peter we also keep company all too much with the enemies of Jesus. In what we watch in the media to the books we read, we condone sin.

But unlike Peter, we often deny Jesus, not with curses, but with our silence. We silently consume media that advocates ways of looking at the world that are false and harmful. We silently allow members of our families to slide into dangerous lifestyles. We silently endorse quick fixes to the health of our churches and homes, and refuse to confront our own individual guilt in our collective shame.

And Jesus sees us all.

In faith, repent: “I am ashamed of my silent denials of You, dear Lord.” And He rejoices to forgive us, just like He mercifully forgave His closest denier and dearest friend, Peter.

God made Him who had no sin to be sin for us,

so that in Him we might become the righteousness of God! Amen!

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